Surviving Iceland

Well as most of you already know and have known the dreaded swine flu has arrived in Iceland and from what it sounds, its basically hitting most people that actually leave the house, no matter what age. I dont understand who thought about the "age" .. the swine flu is supposed to be hitting .. 19-29. Thats just wrong.

I´m fine, still, im worried that I wont be fine pretty soon. I´ve had enough bad luck for the past 12 months. I´m basically trying to just stay in the house and limit whom I meet, but I do know that I will get this sooner than later. The darn vaccine is not even available in Iceland and some people have had it already and the rest not.

I´m not even so sure about this vaccine .. if I should have it or not. Makes no sense to me. Most people say that one should, with the reason "it prevents you from having the swine flu"

Then again .. others say "dont do it" and have more than 40 reasons why not to. So what to do?

I know a few persons that have probably already got the swine flu none of them ended up in the hospital. But .. there are 30+ persons in the hospital and 9 are in the intensive care unit already so you never know .. I guess this number is large for a country of 300.000 ? Or perhaps not. I´m not even sure.

I´ve been so darn busy lately trying to just get through everything that Ive lost all my energy which I should be pushing into this website, donations dont come for nothing .. So i´ve been trying to toughen up and face the facts (read the news all day again) and just face it, this is life for me for now. I doubt anyone (perhaps someone not many) can imagine how depressing it is reading about all this what has been happening all day every day never taking a break.

I even got completely fed up with blogging for this part of the website, mainly because I was getting so tired of thinking about this all day. I still am .. I keep hearing on the news and nearly the ads in the radio "Icesave" "IMF" "Crisis" "Swine flu" ........... aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh ... This is driving me crazy. And probably everyone else as well.

Anyways, i´m starting to post here again 1-2 x a day again, except sundays, i´d like to keep those days for complete silence. I have loads of numbers and prices I need to get updated, and so much more that I need to take better care of around this website.

Things are not improving here one bit, and I have to take care of this one hope I have .. this website.

Oh .. do you want to hear about something ironic .. After the computer broke down .. and after having it fixed I injured my hand, my right hand. I had broken ligaments in my wrist which I could work around, but I broke another one so now every single movement of my fingers in my right hand hurt more than I can describe. I feel like i´m falling apart, not mentally though, not yet.

I´m hoping that I can get accustomed to this right now since I cant have this fixed right now, and just get on with it. I will .. I have to.

Hope you guys have been good, thank you for the lovely e-mails you sent me as an encouragement .. It helps me quite a lot.