And so it just continues ...
I have no idea how many times I have actually said this, out loud or not, but most days I just hate my life. I know its the wrong thing to think about, but for some reason it seems to be very difficult to focus on positive things when you have nothing to look at or look forward to.
I have started to feel more frustration and more lack of patience in myself and more disappointment in everything. Every day seems to be constructed of the same worries and same problems, same "nothing" and lack of the same things. I have found myself pacing back and forth and so build more anxiety, to the point where I think I am just going crazy. I need to have more of a point in this life than just this.
Want to try to continue educating myself. Just seems to be too far away.
I want to thank you who have been there, you know who you are .. I send you lots of love from snowy Iceland.
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